now it is july

now it is july and i am faced with many chances, dangerous new opportunities to confront, problems to solve, the forebear of my arms coming up between, and knowing what is natural we must proceed in the veritable truth of the matter, no foregoing, no shallow guessing, the truth is all the matter in the world and my vitae is to bring TRUTH, no matter how far it takes me, i am running through words, finding different worlds in words and taking out a new chance in the old stuff left over from when it was new, finding new things, and adventure to satisfy, to try and romance the old stone left out from when it was new, the hidden thing, and the chances between, to find what really matters, to really know, to find out the hidden part and make advantages come out what we really matter to the whole system is not to place the blame too hard, to hope for more tomorrows and we'll be steady on the plain that we can see too many horizons and too many opportunities, to come to an agreement...this steady thing i am sure of and it will continue, even though my spirit is worn out, the dancing and the purifying of spirit lost and gained and emptied, thrown out throughout that we could maintain a dance of purity to keep with the tradition knowing only that we must go on, towards new opportunites and advantages, to find within the heart the open question that we must go on and reval what there is to reveal...to keep in our hearts what we know to be true, the answer, the value, the discovered repast, that we can find respite in our own fantasies and dreams, that we can slip off into dreamland finding no thing to be true but the thing that haunts me and you is to contain or control what we must know, to focus and refocus the information and the intent...to try and locate a second thought to find what must be found...