searching for a new song

writing the words,
singing the verse,
only you would have known
if it could have made it
only you could have brought
something newer to the stage
propensity to show up,
understand nothing,
facilitate nonbeleivers
and other creatures
ingenuity described
left out for the moment
on this trip to disarm
the only one seeking
what you wanted mostly missing
only because you stopped
forgetting the rules for a moment
running wrong on both halves
the process in living is running
jolting to awakening
because of something you did
only you would have known
the steps that you took